Tuesday, August 02, 2005
I'm finally back from a long break of busy schedules. But it's not like my schedules are any less tight. Just that two tests are just over (yest and today) and decided I would give myself some breathing space. Sigh, another two tests on Friday. Maybe I shouldn't be complaining, because in comparison to some other classes the amount of stress burdened on us is rather little. One test per term. But in addition to the sia killers, it's needless to mention the torture school is putting us through. One sia presentation is nearing and guess what, I have not reach even half of the whole project! Research, report, product, ALL undone. I should go and brainstorm for some excuses to not be able to churn out everything by then.
For the past two years, since sec2, I have been hooked onto online games. I can play up to 8 hours a day, each day of the week, unless I have something on. Games like gunbound and maplestory. They're such wonderful fantastic inventions! The Japanese and Koreans are really good at such things. But since beginning of this year, I have not touched any of them, unfortunately, due to some administration problems. I tried to salvage the situation but to no avail, so eventually I gave up. Just today wy reminded me of maplestory and my passion for it seems to have rekindled. Like a light bulb just lit above my head, I think I know the root of the problem to the inaccessibilty of the game. I've therefore made up my mind to try at it again.
Somehow as I type this post there is an internal psychological dilemma within me. Part of my mind tells me I have to keep working (anything other than slacking like now) because it's not holiday yet (still a loooong way to go) and the other part of my mind effectively foresees the upcoming holidays and transports it to the present. It's a hard choice. Well, I would choose not to ponder over it. Finish this crappy post, slack abit more, and back to the mundane life. How mechanical. Sigh.
